Yes it has been a while. I just get busy and forget to blog.
Well mark your calendar for Sept 6, 2022, That how long I have to live says my doctor. That was a real punch in the stomach. Its wierd when someone actually gives you a date that you will keel over. But i did scare the shit out of me. So im on this diet and im doing pretty good with it. Its been about 2 weeks and I have eaten out a couple times. The rest have been organic healthy food thanks to my friend Dave Lowery. Ill admit, some of this stuff taste pretty good, but holy shit is this expensive. Shit is out of control for people that want to eat healthy. I serious believe if they made healthy for 99 cents and a fucking double quarter pounder 7 bucks...we would have a lot less fat asses around. Even as Im on the diet, Im ready to take the plunge. Im going under the knife for the fat ass surgery. I opted for the sleeve surgery which looks a lil less abrasive. I have to do a 7 month thing with the doctor before my insurance will approve the surgery. I hate to do it but I suck at willpower. In my head I have all the will power I need, but in reality, Im willpowers bitch. I know I let a few of you down, but I tried and I cant do it without help. Well Ill talk more on this in the coming months when the date gets near.
Now on to some rants that have been boiling inside of me. First off is property tax. What communist decided this was a good idea. How can I buy something with MY money then have to rent the damn thing from the state of WV? This has got to be illegal somewhere. Hell they dont have personal property tax in Ohio...and Ohio sucks ass. We as americans are being taxed to death. This should be a damn talking point in elections. DOWN WITH PERSONAL PROPERTY TAX!!! Fuck it, Im boycotting paying it. Ive already started. haha
Speaking of elections, Ill be so damn glad when Nov is over so i dont have 150,000 post about Obama or Romney on facebook. Yes I know there is an election, stop shoving that shit down my throat. Another thing...why do we still have 2 parties? Why do both of them suck? Im not Democrat..Im not a Republican..Im a damn American. Im picking the person who I think will do the best for this country (btw Can a ex president be a vice preseident? Obama\Clinton would be the most badass running mates EVER) I think we are in a lose/lose with this election. It seems to me that the republicans in govt HATE the democrats and then nothing gets done. I will admit Im not a politcal junkie and I dont have all the facts, Im just going by what I see, which most people should. Most people get their info from the internet and you know everything on the internet is true. Yes Obama has messed up some, but he isnt the worse. Now this Romney guy scares me. I dont know shit about him but he gives me a bad vibe. It pisses me off to no extent when i hear someone say "Obama didnt fix anything, he made it worse". Really? Im sure if you were President, you could get the country fixed in 3-4 years right? Bullshit. Half you idiots cant balance a check book, much less run a whole damn country. I wouldnt let 90% of you house sit my house. This country is so messed up its going to take 8-10 years until we see prosperity again. And as for Obama's last 4 years...Sometimes you have to lay some shit down for the grass to grow. I seriously think we need to do a sweep of everybody in DC. Lets start with a fresh slate.
Thats it for now.
Until next time....
Love
Sully....
Friday, September 7, 2012
Sunday, July 15, 2012
Im a FAILURE!!!!
Im a failure. Yes, I can say this with all honesty. I have failed myself and I have failed my friends that had faith in me that I would do what i say i would. I havent done shit that i wanted to accomplish this year. Im really disappointed in myself. I mean i really want to get this weight off, but I truely dont know what stopping me. I hate myself like this. I hate that i cant walk more than 30 minutes with out by back feeling like someone put a knife in it. I hate not being able to go up and down steps like normal...this is partly due to my knee, but shit its been 2 years. I apologize to all my friends that had high hopes for me...Im sorry I let you down. but alas, there is a silver lining to this dark cloud that is now over me. let me tell you about my trip to columbus today....
I went to columbus by myself. You have alot of thinking time when driving all over columbus. I was thinking about my life...what sucks and what doesnt. You know what...the Sucks part outwieghed the doesnt part. I feel like I should share this with all of my 7 followers.
Sucks: First off Im morbily obese. That means Im a real big fatass in real talk. Sure Im handsome...but that big belly gets in the way of my good looks. This brings me to another thing that sucks. Im lonely. Yep i said it. I decided that today when i went to columbus BY MYSELF. I had a great time but no one to share in with. Ive fucked up the only good thing I had going and now she doesnt want anything to do with me it that way and I wish there was someway that i could make her change her mind. But anyway. Im in a rut with employment. My job is awesome. i work with alot of awesome people. But its dead end. Sure the pay is good but when is that enough. I do the same thing every day that anybody with a tech background could do. i busted ass at Tech for a 4 year degree and most people that do what i do doesnt need a degree. Its really my fault for not going in a challenging direction at college. I took the easy way out and now im paying for it. I was thinking about going back to school and i still do but is it really worth it. I had a talk today with a friend that said that there are jobs on top of jobs in Columbus. Making way more than I do here. Ive been thinking about this all day. Could I leave my old life here behind and move stakes? I dunno. It would be hard but I think i could. It would suck but hey im only 2 and a half hours away. I dunno...but its got me really thinking. Ok now on to doesnt suck...
Doesnt suck: My family. I have the best family. My mom, dad, and grandmother make sure I have everything I need. Without them I would not be where im at today. My dad and mom has worked their ass off for me to have anything I wanted and for that I could not be more grateful. My dad and mom has gone without to make sure I had. Sometimes I dont show it but I want them to know that they are the 2 people that I want to be when I get older and have a family...which brings me to the Suck section haha. Also my grandmother. This year my washer made my clothes smell like they had been washed in the Kanawha river. I dont have the money to get a new washer and dryer. i was going to get a used one. But my grand mother wouldnt have it. She bought me the top of the line washer and dryer. She has done this multiple times. God bless that woman. Next up are my friends. I have some of the best friends you can have. If i need anything...there are plenty of friends that would drop everything and help me out..no matter what. I do have some friends that would shit on you before they would lift a hand. Those arent friends...those are people I know. My job pays enough to afford a nice house..i got a decent car...I got cool gadgets to play with. So I do have a decent life but for some reason Im not seeing it. Maybe Im seeing it through fat eyes. haha.
Well enough rambling. ill tell you about my awesome trip to Columbus. First of all if you are a book reader at all...go to German Village and go to The Book Loft. This place is amazing. they have over 100,000 books. They are one of the largest independent book stores in the nation. But be warned..its a tight fit. They have 22 rooms and each with its own subject. Sometimes i felt like a mouse in a maze looking for cheeze. But seriously, I was there for 2 hours. i was in book heaven. if i lived there...i would volunteer for free. Next I went to Easton. So Im like the only person to get lost in Easton right? Holy hell...those roads are more confusing than downtown charleston. That mall was not for me. Loving the apple store and the comedy club. Other than that...blah. I did pretty good about not spending a lot of money...then i decided to go to the Nike outlet at tanger Outlets. That was a big mistake. I bought 2 pairs of shoes. I havent bought a new pair of shoes for a while. I bought some i wanted and I bought some for the gym. They are light as hell and made for running. And yes i said gym. Ive been putting it off cause ive been sick as hell for 3 weeks...but Im going back this week. Starting out slow but starting out. I think thats enough for today.
Until next time.....
Sully
I went to columbus by myself. You have alot of thinking time when driving all over columbus. I was thinking about my life...what sucks and what doesnt. You know what...the Sucks part outwieghed the doesnt part. I feel like I should share this with all of my 7 followers.
Sucks: First off Im morbily obese. That means Im a real big fatass in real talk. Sure Im handsome...but that big belly gets in the way of my good looks. This brings me to another thing that sucks. Im lonely. Yep i said it. I decided that today when i went to columbus BY MYSELF. I had a great time but no one to share in with. Ive fucked up the only good thing I had going and now she doesnt want anything to do with me it that way and I wish there was someway that i could make her change her mind. But anyway. Im in a rut with employment. My job is awesome. i work with alot of awesome people. But its dead end. Sure the pay is good but when is that enough. I do the same thing every day that anybody with a tech background could do. i busted ass at Tech for a 4 year degree and most people that do what i do doesnt need a degree. Its really my fault for not going in a challenging direction at college. I took the easy way out and now im paying for it. I was thinking about going back to school and i still do but is it really worth it. I had a talk today with a friend that said that there are jobs on top of jobs in Columbus. Making way more than I do here. Ive been thinking about this all day. Could I leave my old life here behind and move stakes? I dunno. It would be hard but I think i could. It would suck but hey im only 2 and a half hours away. I dunno...but its got me really thinking. Ok now on to doesnt suck...
Doesnt suck: My family. I have the best family. My mom, dad, and grandmother make sure I have everything I need. Without them I would not be where im at today. My dad and mom has worked their ass off for me to have anything I wanted and for that I could not be more grateful. My dad and mom has gone without to make sure I had. Sometimes I dont show it but I want them to know that they are the 2 people that I want to be when I get older and have a family...which brings me to the Suck section haha. Also my grandmother. This year my washer made my clothes smell like they had been washed in the Kanawha river. I dont have the money to get a new washer and dryer. i was going to get a used one. But my grand mother wouldnt have it. She bought me the top of the line washer and dryer. She has done this multiple times. God bless that woman. Next up are my friends. I have some of the best friends you can have. If i need anything...there are plenty of friends that would drop everything and help me out..no matter what. I do have some friends that would shit on you before they would lift a hand. Those arent friends...those are people I know. My job pays enough to afford a nice house..i got a decent car...I got cool gadgets to play with. So I do have a decent life but for some reason Im not seeing it. Maybe Im seeing it through fat eyes. haha.
Well enough rambling. ill tell you about my awesome trip to Columbus. First of all if you are a book reader at all...go to German Village and go to The Book Loft. This place is amazing. they have over 100,000 books. They are one of the largest independent book stores in the nation. But be warned..its a tight fit. They have 22 rooms and each with its own subject. Sometimes i felt like a mouse in a maze looking for cheeze. But seriously, I was there for 2 hours. i was in book heaven. if i lived there...i would volunteer for free. Next I went to Easton. So Im like the only person to get lost in Easton right? Holy hell...those roads are more confusing than downtown charleston. That mall was not for me. Loving the apple store and the comedy club. Other than that...blah. I did pretty good about not spending a lot of money...then i decided to go to the Nike outlet at tanger Outlets. That was a big mistake. I bought 2 pairs of shoes. I havent bought a new pair of shoes for a while. I bought some i wanted and I bought some for the gym. They are light as hell and made for running. And yes i said gym. Ive been putting it off cause ive been sick as hell for 3 weeks...but Im going back this week. Starting out slow but starting out. I think thats enough for today.
Until next time.....
Sully
Wednesday, April 25, 2012
Been a minute huh??/
Well Its been about 2 months since my last blog post. It hasnt been all sun and dandelions either. Its has been a rough couple months but it has some highlights.
First off, im really disappointed in myself. I havent done much to reach my goal I had when I started this blog. I told you all what would stop me...MOTIVATION. I have none. i mean I want to get in better shape and lose weight...but I just cant get off my lazy ass and do it. I tried doing something a couple months ago and wrecked my back. I was out for a month unable to do anything but sit. I still have problems walking and standing for more than 15 minutes. Its like someone is stabbing me in the lower back with a knife. So I havent done shit for a month and a half. I hate my self for it. I seriously cannot think of why Im like this. I recently bought an exercise machine. I have to get it working but as soon as that it together, Im going to be all over it. Hell its at the house...if i cant get my ass off the couch to go downstairs and do it then I deserve to be 1000 pounds.
I also havent joined Weight Watchers yet. Ive ran into a situation and havent had any extra money. But I swear Lynn, im going to do it and ur the first person I tell. haha Ive pretty much not been on a diet. Its fucking expensive to eat healthy. I can eat shit for $4.00 and be satisfied. 4$ in health food is a root and vegetable of your choice. Its insane. I know why there is a fat epidemic in america....you can buy shitty foods and get full for half of what a healthy food costs. Im not making excuses but when you are on your own with a house and car payment, those dollar microwave meals can mean life or death.
On the brighter side, I did get my desktop computer somewhat together. Ive been using a laptop for 5 years and decided to build me a desktop. There are parts that I still need but for right now I can use it. When I get it done Ill post pics and specs. Also Im almost done with my "Get Away" room. I got my computer, my 46 inch flat, PS3, Tivo, and my books. I could practically live in here. After that room is done...its off to the basement. I have a massive size rooom that im planning on putting in a pool table and fixing it up a lil bit. Maybe a wet bar down there..some thing cool. But that will take a while but Ill do it piece by piece.
Well ive rambled on enough about my screwed up life.
Until Next Time
Sully
First off, im really disappointed in myself. I havent done much to reach my goal I had when I started this blog. I told you all what would stop me...MOTIVATION. I have none. i mean I want to get in better shape and lose weight...but I just cant get off my lazy ass and do it. I tried doing something a couple months ago and wrecked my back. I was out for a month unable to do anything but sit. I still have problems walking and standing for more than 15 minutes. Its like someone is stabbing me in the lower back with a knife. So I havent done shit for a month and a half. I hate my self for it. I seriously cannot think of why Im like this. I recently bought an exercise machine. I have to get it working but as soon as that it together, Im going to be all over it. Hell its at the house...if i cant get my ass off the couch to go downstairs and do it then I deserve to be 1000 pounds.
I also havent joined Weight Watchers yet. Ive ran into a situation and havent had any extra money. But I swear Lynn, im going to do it and ur the first person I tell. haha Ive pretty much not been on a diet. Its fucking expensive to eat healthy. I can eat shit for $4.00 and be satisfied. 4$ in health food is a root and vegetable of your choice. Its insane. I know why there is a fat epidemic in america....you can buy shitty foods and get full for half of what a healthy food costs. Im not making excuses but when you are on your own with a house and car payment, those dollar microwave meals can mean life or death.
On the brighter side, I did get my desktop computer somewhat together. Ive been using a laptop for 5 years and decided to build me a desktop. There are parts that I still need but for right now I can use it. When I get it done Ill post pics and specs. Also Im almost done with my "Get Away" room. I got my computer, my 46 inch flat, PS3, Tivo, and my books. I could practically live in here. After that room is done...its off to the basement. I have a massive size rooom that im planning on putting in a pool table and fixing it up a lil bit. Maybe a wet bar down there..some thing cool. But that will take a while but Ill do it piece by piece.
Well ive rambled on enough about my screwed up life.
Until Next Time
Sully
Sunday, February 19, 2012
Been awhile...
Its been a while since Ive posted anything. Alots been going on, mostly good. Ive started my diet. i havent joined Weight Watchers yeet but that is coming. Im going to start the gym next week. I have started yet and I dont know why. Its the starting that is the hardest for me. i wish it wasnt.
I did get some unexpected news. I went to the doctor and found out that I lost about 30 pounds from the last time I went to him about 6 months ago. I dont see it. Im still a fat ass....but its encouraging. I missed my fat doctor appointment thanks to Suddenlink...but I do have another appointment..so thats still going on.
I did something to day that I havent done in a while. I went to church. One of my dearest friends was getting baptised today and wanted me to some. It wasnt that bad. Its not like I dont beleve in God or anything, its that I dont believe that you have to go to church twice on sunday...bible study on Monday...fellowship on Tuesday....service again on Wednesday...etc. You get the picture. I feel like that if you are a genuine good person, it doesnt matter. But it was ok. It was refreshing...wait thats not the word....I cant think of the word...oh well.
Well I got some stuff to do. Ill post again and it will be more frequent. Until next time.
Love Sully
I did get some unexpected news. I went to the doctor and found out that I lost about 30 pounds from the last time I went to him about 6 months ago. I dont see it. Im still a fat ass....but its encouraging. I missed my fat doctor appointment thanks to Suddenlink...but I do have another appointment..so thats still going on.
I did something to day that I havent done in a while. I went to church. One of my dearest friends was getting baptised today and wanted me to some. It wasnt that bad. Its not like I dont beleve in God or anything, its that I dont believe that you have to go to church twice on sunday...bible study on Monday...fellowship on Tuesday....service again on Wednesday...etc. You get the picture. I feel like that if you are a genuine good person, it doesnt matter. But it was ok. It was refreshing...wait thats not the word....I cant think of the word...oh well.
Well I got some stuff to do. Ill post again and it will be more frequent. Until next time.
Love Sully
Thursday, January 26, 2012
No..I didnt forget to update my blog....
I havent updated this blog in a long time. Nothing really to update.
Im starting hardcore on my diet next week and starting the gym too. My left knee has been bothering me for a few weeks. Hurst so bad it sometimes wakes me up. Feels like someoni hitting my knee with a hammer. So I havent went to gym. But after a week or so the knee is feeling better and Im looking forward to getting this started. Starting is always the hardest part. Once you start..it will gradually get easier. So wish me luck.
I still have that appointment with teh fat doctor. But I did have a good lunch with my friend Lynn Hill. Let me tell you about Lynn. Lynn and i have been friends ever since we were in kindergarten. We went to all the same schools up until we graduated and luckily we have kept in touch. She was a big girl all through our schooling. I was in a bar one night and someone came up to me. I did not recognize them...it was Lynn. She had lost so much weight i couldnt even recognize her. She did this through will power and Weight Watchers. When she found out that I was thinkin about going under the knife she wanted to talk to me. She explained what weight watchers really was. Weight Watchers teaches you how to eat. She said that she knew people who have lost 60-70 pounds in the first 6 months of doing this. After talking to her...Im going to try all options. Hell if Charles Barkley can man up..so can I. Im going to sign up for a 3 month thing and see how it goes. If everything goes ok..might not go under the knife after all. We shall see. And thanks Lynn for being there and being a great inspiration to me and others in our struggle to wear 2x tees.
Did my taxes....getting around 2200 back. But I paid about 5500 into it. Let me rant for a second here about WV and taxes. If I buy a car, it shoudl be mine, I shouldnt have to pay for this fucker every year. In the great state of WV you dont own shit....you rent it from the damn state. These property taxes are a damn joke. Hell even Ohio, one of the most idiotic states, does not have property tax. Screw you and your property tax.
Well I found out an ex-gf is moving out of state. Im kinda torn about how I feel about this. We still talk and hang out on occasion, but all in all, I think its the best move for her...and prob me. Our relationship hasnt been the best. Ups and down...mostly downs. We care about each other and love each other...but there is someting there that I know that we will not be together. Its been over for a while but we have remained friends. So I will miss her. Good luck on your new life babe. I hope you acheive everything you want to.
Well thats it for now. Hopefully something worth mentioning will happen.
Until next time...
Love always
Sully
Im starting hardcore on my diet next week and starting the gym too. My left knee has been bothering me for a few weeks. Hurst so bad it sometimes wakes me up. Feels like someoni hitting my knee with a hammer. So I havent went to gym. But after a week or so the knee is feeling better and Im looking forward to getting this started. Starting is always the hardest part. Once you start..it will gradually get easier. So wish me luck.
I still have that appointment with teh fat doctor. But I did have a good lunch with my friend Lynn Hill. Let me tell you about Lynn. Lynn and i have been friends ever since we were in kindergarten. We went to all the same schools up until we graduated and luckily we have kept in touch. She was a big girl all through our schooling. I was in a bar one night and someone came up to me. I did not recognize them...it was Lynn. She had lost so much weight i couldnt even recognize her. She did this through will power and Weight Watchers. When she found out that I was thinkin about going under the knife she wanted to talk to me. She explained what weight watchers really was. Weight Watchers teaches you how to eat. She said that she knew people who have lost 60-70 pounds in the first 6 months of doing this. After talking to her...Im going to try all options. Hell if Charles Barkley can man up..so can I. Im going to sign up for a 3 month thing and see how it goes. If everything goes ok..might not go under the knife after all. We shall see. And thanks Lynn for being there and being a great inspiration to me and others in our struggle to wear 2x tees.
Did my taxes....getting around 2200 back. But I paid about 5500 into it. Let me rant for a second here about WV and taxes. If I buy a car, it shoudl be mine, I shouldnt have to pay for this fucker every year. In the great state of WV you dont own shit....you rent it from the damn state. These property taxes are a damn joke. Hell even Ohio, one of the most idiotic states, does not have property tax. Screw you and your property tax.
Well I found out an ex-gf is moving out of state. Im kinda torn about how I feel about this. We still talk and hang out on occasion, but all in all, I think its the best move for her...and prob me. Our relationship hasnt been the best. Ups and down...mostly downs. We care about each other and love each other...but there is someting there that I know that we will not be together. Its been over for a while but we have remained friends. So I will miss her. Good luck on your new life babe. I hope you acheive everything you want to.
Well thats it for now. Hopefully something worth mentioning will happen.
Until next time...
Love always
Sully
Thursday, January 12, 2012
Hump Day!!!!
Well last night was pretty hard. I ended up going to the Empty Glass. Johnny Compton ended up playing acoustic for a kinda memorial for Jonathan. I saw a bunch of friends and it was cool to hang out.
Less than 18 days until my dr appointment. Im excited yet kinda scared. Scared that I will fail at it. If I fail at this...theres nothing left and that kills me. So I m ust make this work. Im thankful for all of the support Im getting.
Looks like my brother Beane got married today. Congrats man! Maybe thats what Im missing. Soneone in my life. I do get lonely sometimes and would like to have someone to hang out with....go to the amll and shop....just go on weekend trips somewhere. I havent had an actual GF for a real long time. Some people say im an asshole. Im not really an asshole...like my mom says "Its not what you say, its how you say it". I dunno. I am getting up in age and I would like to have kids someday....but with the way I am now health wise and weight wise I dunno how that is possible. Maybe one day it will happen.
Thats about all I have to update. Im starting the gym next week. So Ill update what I done and see if I can get opinions on how to better what I do. Until next time...
Love always
Sully
Less than 18 days until my dr appointment. Im excited yet kinda scared. Scared that I will fail at it. If I fail at this...theres nothing left and that kills me. So I m ust make this work. Im thankful for all of the support Im getting.
Looks like my brother Beane got married today. Congrats man! Maybe thats what Im missing. Soneone in my life. I do get lonely sometimes and would like to have someone to hang out with....go to the amll and shop....just go on weekend trips somewhere. I havent had an actual GF for a real long time. Some people say im an asshole. Im not really an asshole...like my mom says "Its not what you say, its how you say it". I dunno. I am getting up in age and I would like to have kids someday....but with the way I am now health wise and weight wise I dunno how that is possible. Maybe one day it will happen.
Thats about all I have to update. Im starting the gym next week. So Ill update what I done and see if I can get opinions on how to better what I do. Until next time...
Love always
Sully
Tuesday, January 10, 2012
RIP Jonathan Moss
Today is a very sad day for me. Three years ago today my best friend and brother from another mother passed away in a car accident. Although its been three years, it still hurts the same as it did when I first heard the news. Up until that time I have never lost someone so close to me like that. Last night alot of our mutual friends were posting pics..I couldnt help but cry and smile. He meant alot to me....I could bounce ideas off him and he knew me well enough to tell me if I was full of shit. I miss those "man dates" we used to do....I miss hanging with him at the Glass. I just miss him period. There isnt a day goes by when I dont think of him. Save a seat at the bar for me in heavan friend. Ill see ya when I can. Thats all the updating I want to do today..
Until next time....
Love Always
Sull
Until next time....
Love Always
Sull
Sunday, January 8, 2012
Another GO EERS!!!
Man this was a great week to be a Mounatineer fan. We demolished Rutgers...we proved the whole country wrong and beat the breaks off of Clemson....and we beat G-town in BB. Wow. Life is good up in Mo-Town.
I havent updated this because there really isnt anything to update. Ive been busy (lazy) and have done much. Jan 30 is still on for the inital visit to the fat doctor. Im excited. Ive been reading up on this and it seems like there are more success stories than failures. If I keep my mind to it, I think ill be a success.
Ive been thinking about this for a long time...Id like to change careers. I was thinking on going for accounting. I was supposd to go to Tech this spring but I didnt have the money. I need to take 2 refresher courses that I have already taken and passed. I have enough student loans...but they will not pay for courses that I have already passed. It was going to cost at least 1100 to get going. 1100 which I dont have. I have had people tell me that accounting is a nightmare. So if you are following this blog and think this way...let me know why. I cant think on anything else that I would like to do that wont require COMPLETE redo of my education. I guess I could get a MBA...but Im not sure what to do with a MBA haha. I guess Ill start reading up on certs in my field and go that way.
Im starting to go back to the gym this week. Ive went on and off for a while...mostly off. My knees are so badly broken that there isnt much I can do. Im going to be working on getting my knees back. One is still week from tearing the patella tendon....the other one is just hurting like a bitch. So im thinking of doing 3 miles on the bike and the numerous exercise machines on the floor. That should get me going for a while. If anybody has a thought of what I should do at the gym..by all means let me know. I know nothing.
Well Im getting off here to clean. The house is a mess. If anybody (female preferrably) wants to help...just show up. Show up with lunch and you get a surprise. Until next time....
Love always
Sully
I havent updated this because there really isnt anything to update. Ive been busy (lazy) and have done much. Jan 30 is still on for the inital visit to the fat doctor. Im excited. Ive been reading up on this and it seems like there are more success stories than failures. If I keep my mind to it, I think ill be a success.
Ive been thinking about this for a long time...Id like to change careers. I was thinking on going for accounting. I was supposd to go to Tech this spring but I didnt have the money. I need to take 2 refresher courses that I have already taken and passed. I have enough student loans...but they will not pay for courses that I have already passed. It was going to cost at least 1100 to get going. 1100 which I dont have. I have had people tell me that accounting is a nightmare. So if you are following this blog and think this way...let me know why. I cant think on anything else that I would like to do that wont require COMPLETE redo of my education. I guess I could get a MBA...but Im not sure what to do with a MBA haha. I guess Ill start reading up on certs in my field and go that way.
Im starting to go back to the gym this week. Ive went on and off for a while...mostly off. My knees are so badly broken that there isnt much I can do. Im going to be working on getting my knees back. One is still week from tearing the patella tendon....the other one is just hurting like a bitch. So im thinking of doing 3 miles on the bike and the numerous exercise machines on the floor. That should get me going for a while. If anybody has a thought of what I should do at the gym..by all means let me know. I know nothing.
Well Im getting off here to clean. The house is a mess. If anybody (female preferrably) wants to help...just show up. Show up with lunch and you get a surprise. Until next time....
Love always
Sully
Thursday, January 5, 2012
OMG!!! GO EERS!!!
That was a hell of a game. i think we could have hung 100 points on Clemson tonight. Hell I was about to light my own couch on fire. Where was this WVU team all season. Geno looked awesome, even though I think Tavon should have got the MVP. I hope we get to play in the Big 12 next year. This is a good entrance into it. I also was able to hang out with friends that I rarely see. It was good to see everybody.
I found the guitar Im going to buy. Its a Squire Stratocaster. It comes in a package that has everything. Amp...bag...guitar...straps....picks...everything. Its like a starter pack. Im excited to get it. I hope I can do good on it. Ill have a good teacher so if I fail..its all my fault. But I remember my motto "No Excuses!!!"
I have to go to bed now seeing that Im going in early for work. We are getting slammed and they need mandatory OT. I dont mind OT but its not gonna help this week. I took today off so Ill jsut be working so that I dont have to take PTO day. That will help out this summer when I go on vacation and YES im going to go somewhere this year.
I talked to a brother of someone who had the gastric bypass surgery done. In 3 months...she has dropped 60 pounds. Holy shit!!! That is what IM trying to do. If I can drop weight off like that...my poor hurting knees will thank me. My appointment is on Jan 30. This is just a prelim. Ill talk to the doctor and then the nutritionist. THen start the ball rolling. My goal is 100 pounds dropped this year.
Until next time.....
Love always
Sully
I found the guitar Im going to buy. Its a Squire Stratocaster. It comes in a package that has everything. Amp...bag...guitar...straps....picks...everything. Its like a starter pack. Im excited to get it. I hope I can do good on it. Ill have a good teacher so if I fail..its all my fault. But I remember my motto "No Excuses!!!"
I have to go to bed now seeing that Im going in early for work. We are getting slammed and they need mandatory OT. I dont mind OT but its not gonna help this week. I took today off so Ill jsut be working so that I dont have to take PTO day. That will help out this summer when I go on vacation and YES im going to go somewhere this year.
I talked to a brother of someone who had the gastric bypass surgery done. In 3 months...she has dropped 60 pounds. Holy shit!!! That is what IM trying to do. If I can drop weight off like that...my poor hurting knees will thank me. My appointment is on Jan 30. This is just a prelim. Ill talk to the doctor and then the nutritionist. THen start the ball rolling. My goal is 100 pounds dropped this year.
Until next time.....
Love always
Sully
Wednesday, January 4, 2012
Just another day....
This updating a blog everyday is tiring. Some days will be boring and nothing to really write about. This is one of those days, but I feel obligated to post every day.
Work was ok. I dont mind work sometimes but sometimes it gets on my nerves so damn bad. I like the people I work with. I have to qualms with anybody there. There is just so much red tape bullshit that happens that its really not efficient. Efficency is not my jobs bottom line. That and communication. One day they tell you to do it this way..the next day they get onto you for doing it that way because there is a different way. It just gets old after a while.
Im off tommorrow. I took it off to hang with saome friends that I havent seen in a while. That and to catch the WVU bowl game. I cant wait. It will be cool to see Teddy again.
Im also going to look at guitars. I live with one of WV best guitar players (Johnny Compton) and Im starting to get the itch to play. I dont think Im too old. I think it will be cool to learn something different. Ive always been into music. Johnny said he will teach me to play. So im going to take advantage of this and try my best.
Well thats it for today. Sorry for the boringness, but its hard out here for a pimp in 20 degree weather. Until next time....
Love always
Sully
Work was ok. I dont mind work sometimes but sometimes it gets on my nerves so damn bad. I like the people I work with. I have to qualms with anybody there. There is just so much red tape bullshit that happens that its really not efficient. Efficency is not my jobs bottom line. That and communication. One day they tell you to do it this way..the next day they get onto you for doing it that way because there is a different way. It just gets old after a while.
Im off tommorrow. I took it off to hang with saome friends that I havent seen in a while. That and to catch the WVU bowl game. I cant wait. It will be cool to see Teddy again.
Im also going to look at guitars. I live with one of WV best guitar players (Johnny Compton) and Im starting to get the itch to play. I dont think Im too old. I think it will be cool to learn something different. Ive always been into music. Johnny said he will teach me to play. So im going to take advantage of this and try my best.
Well thats it for today. Sorry for the boringness, but its hard out here for a pimp in 20 degree weather. Until next time....
Love always
Sully
Monday, January 2, 2012
Some Good News!!!
I checked with my insurance and they will cover the gastric bypass surgery after a post approval based on medical need. Im thinking...Im a fat ass, that should be good enough, but Im sure I can get it approved. Other than that...I did nothing today. I was off all day.
Well I did one thing. I went to see my parents. My dad just had surgery recently on his pacemaker and is really doing good. Im glad because he has not been well for a while. He keeps having mini strokes and they dont know why. Im really worried about him. I really dont know what I would do with out my dad. Even though we cant work together (we are too much alike and fight all the time), he will do anything in the world for me. Without him or mom, I woudlnt know where Id be. I owe them everything I have. I wish I could do more for them than what I do now. But they are doing good and Dad is recovering nicely. If you read this...I love you both.
Nothing really to update. Im trying to map out a diet plan but hell thats difficult. Also, if there is anybody out there that can lay out a gym routine for someone with 2 beat up knees, it would be greatly appreciated.
Well that it for today. I have to go back to the grind tommorrow...but then I have Wednesday off for the WVU game. Until next time....
Love always
Sully
Well I did one thing. I went to see my parents. My dad just had surgery recently on his pacemaker and is really doing good. Im glad because he has not been well for a while. He keeps having mini strokes and they dont know why. Im really worried about him. I really dont know what I would do with out my dad. Even though we cant work together (we are too much alike and fight all the time), he will do anything in the world for me. Without him or mom, I woudlnt know where Id be. I owe them everything I have. I wish I could do more for them than what I do now. But they are doing good and Dad is recovering nicely. If you read this...I love you both.
Nothing really to update. Im trying to map out a diet plan but hell thats difficult. Also, if there is anybody out there that can lay out a gym routine for someone with 2 beat up knees, it would be greatly appreciated.
Well that it for today. I have to go back to the grind tommorrow...but then I have Wednesday off for the WVU game. Until next time....
Love always
Sully
Sunday, January 1, 2012
Happy New Years!!
Well i survived NYE without much problem. I didnt spend it the way I wanted to but I was surrounded by good friends and thats all that matters. Now its time to get serious. As I ponder on the last year I am ashamed. I did not do anything to better my life and that scares me. There are so many things that I need to do but yet I am lazy and so unmotivated to do something about it. But that stops now. My motto is going to be "No Excuses". I want to live long enough to be a dad...to have a family. But if I keep going like I am...I wont see any of that and it pains me. I do not know why Im like that. I think its cause I hate change. Im so used to the old routine that Im afraid that if I stray from it bad things will happen...hell I dunno. Ill ask Dr Phil next time I see him.
On a sadder note....Ive thought about my best friend all day long..Jonathan Moss. I miss him so much. He was my right hand man. It been 3 years now i think...but it seems like yesterday. I think of him everyday. I really wish he was here to help me through this year but I can only ask myself "WWMD" (What Would Moss Do) I ask him for guidance and sometimes I really think he guides me. As I type this tears fall from my eyes. RIP friend. Ill never forget you. I cant wait to see you again. Ok enough of that. I know he wouldnt want me being all depressed.
Il go ahead and tell eveybody what Im planning on doing. Im having the fat ass surgery. For those that dont know....Im trying to get a Gastirc Bypass done. I qualify for it. I just hope my insurance will approve it. I know some people will say that cheating. Well fuck you. I need it. Ive tried this dieting thing and its not me. Yes I know your eating habit will change dramatically, but I have to do this. My appointment with the fat ass surgeon is sometime in late Jan. I stil have to go though hoops to get there...but hopefully everything will go my way. This is my last resort. I dont know what else to do. I have 2 friend that did it and they are doing well.
This wil lbe a big change in my life. I wont be able to party like I used to. I hope my friends will understand that and support me. I might lose some friends along the way but they werent true friends to begin with. I know Lynn Hill is shaking her head right now...haha. Ill still be the same me...but I just cant go out like I used to.
Well I just want to wish all my friends a happy new year. I hope this year brings everything you want it to. I know this year will be tough but it will be worth it in the end. Thanks to everyone following this. Ill prob use this to document what I eat and what exercises I do, Ill do those at the end of my posts so that you dont have to read all that crap. Until next time.....
Love always
Sully
On a sadder note....Ive thought about my best friend all day long..Jonathan Moss. I miss him so much. He was my right hand man. It been 3 years now i think...but it seems like yesterday. I think of him everyday. I really wish he was here to help me through this year but I can only ask myself "WWMD" (What Would Moss Do) I ask him for guidance and sometimes I really think he guides me. As I type this tears fall from my eyes. RIP friend. Ill never forget you. I cant wait to see you again. Ok enough of that. I know he wouldnt want me being all depressed.
Il go ahead and tell eveybody what Im planning on doing. Im having the fat ass surgery. For those that dont know....Im trying to get a Gastirc Bypass done. I qualify for it. I just hope my insurance will approve it. I know some people will say that cheating. Well fuck you. I need it. Ive tried this dieting thing and its not me. Yes I know your eating habit will change dramatically, but I have to do this. My appointment with the fat ass surgeon is sometime in late Jan. I stil have to go though hoops to get there...but hopefully everything will go my way. This is my last resort. I dont know what else to do. I have 2 friend that did it and they are doing well.
This wil lbe a big change in my life. I wont be able to party like I used to. I hope my friends will understand that and support me. I might lose some friends along the way but they werent true friends to begin with. I know Lynn Hill is shaking her head right now...haha. Ill still be the same me...but I just cant go out like I used to.
Well I just want to wish all my friends a happy new year. I hope this year brings everything you want it to. I know this year will be tough but it will be worth it in the end. Thanks to everyone following this. Ill prob use this to document what I eat and what exercises I do, Ill do those at the end of my posts so that you dont have to read all that crap. Until next time.....
Love always
Sully
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