Well Its been about 2 months since my last blog post. It hasnt been all sun and dandelions either. Its has been a rough couple months but it has some highlights.
First off, im really disappointed in myself. I havent done much to reach my goal I had when I started this blog. I told you all what would stop me...MOTIVATION. I have none. i mean I want to get in better shape and lose weight...but I just cant get off my lazy ass and do it. I tried doing something a couple months ago and wrecked my back. I was out for a month unable to do anything but sit. I still have problems walking and standing for more than 15 minutes. Its like someone is stabbing me in the lower back with a knife. So I havent done shit for a month and a half. I hate my self for it. I seriously cannot think of why Im like this. I recently bought an exercise machine. I have to get it working but as soon as that it together, Im going to be all over it. Hell its at the house...if i cant get my ass off the couch to go downstairs and do it then I deserve to be 1000 pounds.
I also havent joined Weight Watchers yet. Ive ran into a situation and havent had any extra money. But I swear Lynn, im going to do it and ur the first person I tell. haha Ive pretty much not been on a diet. Its fucking expensive to eat healthy. I can eat shit for $4.00 and be satisfied. 4$ in health food is a root and vegetable of your choice. Its insane. I know why there is a fat epidemic in america....you can buy shitty foods and get full for half of what a healthy food costs. Im not making excuses but when you are on your own with a house and car payment, those dollar microwave meals can mean life or death.
On the brighter side, I did get my desktop computer somewhat together. Ive been using a laptop for 5 years and decided to build me a desktop. There are parts that I still need but for right now I can use it. When I get it done Ill post pics and specs. Also Im almost done with my "Get Away" room. I got my computer, my 46 inch flat, PS3, Tivo, and my books. I could practically live in here. After that room is done...its off to the basement. I have a massive size rooom that im planning on putting in a pool table and fixing it up a lil bit. Maybe a wet bar down there..some thing cool. But that will take a while but Ill do it piece by piece.
Well ive rambled on enough about my screwed up life.
Until Next Time
Sully
