Well last night was pretty hard. I ended up going to the Empty Glass. Johnny Compton ended up playing acoustic for a kinda memorial for Jonathan. I saw a bunch of friends and it was cool to hang out.
Less than 18 days until my dr appointment. Im excited yet kinda scared. Scared that I will fail at it. If I fail at this...theres nothing left and that kills me. So I m ust make this work. Im thankful for all of the support Im getting.
Looks like my brother Beane got married today. Congrats man! Maybe thats what Im missing. Soneone in my life. I do get lonely sometimes and would like to have someone to hang out with....go to the amll and shop....just go on weekend trips somewhere. I havent had an actual GF for a real long time. Some people say im an asshole. Im not really an asshole...like my mom says "Its not what you say, its how you say it". I dunno. I am getting up in age and I would like to have kids someday....but with the way I am now health wise and weight wise I dunno how that is possible. Maybe one day it will happen.
Thats about all I have to update. Im starting the gym next week. So Ill update what I done and see if I can get opinions on how to better what I do. Until next time...
Love always
Sully
thanks bro. im bout to start back to the gym myself. think im gona go to anytime in CL.
ReplyDeleteyou know im here for ya, and support you any way i can
Anything is possible. I didn't think losing weight was possible, but it was. I'm still working at it. As for the family part, that hasn't come for me yet, either. However, when it happens, I know I'll be a good wife and mother because I made the decision to get healthy before. You can do this! You won't fail! You are to strong to fail. And you have amazing people around you that won't let you.
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