ITS FOOTBALL TIME BABY!!!

Yes Im that damn excited.  I hate for the summer to end but this is probably my favorite time.  As im typing this Im watching USC and hawaii play.  I care for neither school but it doesnt matter.  Im watching it like I have money riding on it haha.

Its been about 5 months since my last update.  A lot has went on.  I officially lost 75 pounds.  Im fitting into clothes I never thought Id get back in.  Im feeling pretty good.  But now since Im more active, my knee has been giving me problems.  I was going to the gym trying to get strengthen it up but it started hurting bad.  So I decided to go to my surgeon.  He took a look at the MRI and then referred me to the Bone and Joint doctors up on North Gate.   I went for the first time and saw a doctor that went to East Bank...hell yeah.  He took one look at my MRI and xrays and said that my knee problem was major league and he was a minor league pitcher...hahaha.  Well he said there was one person there that would prob fix it.  I went back this past week and met Dr Legg.  Thats pretty ironic I thought.   Anyway..he said that the tendon didnt heal right and thats why i have pain.  The kneecap is not aligned right and the tendon is really weak.  So he suggested that he use what Im guessing will be a cadaver tendon and repair it.  After the first surgery..I was dreading this.  But Dr legg said that the surgery would take roughly 2 hours and ill be able to go home the same day.  I could possibly go back to work after 2 weeks..but the issue is that I can bend my knee for 2 months.  That means no driving.  So getting to work will be a difficult task.  Im going to try to take FMLA leave for the entire 2 months, but if im able to get to work..ill go.  Id go nuts sitting at the house.  But I scheduled my surgery for Sept 25.  i decided to go ahead and get it done so that way by next summer I should be alot better.  So I dont ask much but i ask that you pray for me that this surgery really fixes my knee.  It really impedes my weight loss due to I really cant do everything I want to do.  So on to other things.

You think with all this cool stuff happening in my life that I should be pretty happy...well im happy but Ive been thinking alot lately.  Ill be 37 years old on November 7.  I think back to all my exs in recent years.  I cut ties with them all.  I did keep in touch with them I think because I was hoping that the flame would come back and we maybe get back together.  But after a while all I got was heartache.  So I decided to cut ties.  It wasnt hard for a couple of them but there was one that was difficult and still is.  I keep telling my self that its for the best...but I tihink im lying haha.  I still love her and prob always will.  It takes willpower not to facebook stalk her..haha.  But as I see MOST of my friends all have significant others.  (I said MOST not all so dont comment that you dont..i dont care)  Most are getting married.  I just feel alone sometimes.  I like to just drive somewhere and go places....like one day get up and drive to columbus or dayton or cincy.  I dont have anybody to do that with and that sucks.  I mean Im not the most handsome man on the planet but im not the Elephant man.  Also, contrary to popular belief, Im not an asshole.  Im a nice guy and you ladies who bitch and moan about trying to find a nice guy...you dont have to lie to kick it.  I see the most screwed up people who are by far the worst people on the planet have awesome girls that they dont appreciate.  I dont really know what Im doing wrong.  If anybody knows..please tell me...Im open for suggestions.  Ive got a good job...my own house...I got a big shoe collection...I mean what else do you women want...hahaha.  People keep telling me that Ill eventually find someone.  Well im not getting any younger, I dont want to find one when Im 50.  That will just defeat the purpose.  Im done feeling bad about my self....

Well im going to watch this hawaii game.  USC looks like they got their hands full with the Rainbow Warriors.

Until next time my friends....

Love Sully